Breakthrough!!!

I feel like I'm so close to a break through. Change is close at hand. It's like asking for someone to help you, but realizing you are the only one that can help. I have to make the conscious choice to change.
I feel like it is all building up, like water pushing on a dam. The wall starts to buckle under the pressure and all the water rushes forth changing the landscape as it goes.
I am past the point of wanting to change, I'm at the point of knowing things have to change. I know how to change, but just haven't broke through that wall. I refuse to be held back in any way, while I follow this path of change. Life is too short to be pulled down.

There are times that I think about what if I change and I can't handle it. Is that what is keeping me from moving forward? I know what to do, so why don't I do it.