Sunday, November 28, 2010

Happy Anniversary

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Well  this week has been a long week.  There was Thanksgiving, and a birthday.  There was the busiest shopping day of the retail season, which I had to work through.  There also was one last important event.


  This is the two year anniversary for "Tales from the Fat Side". 


I don't believe that it has been two years already.  I started this blog because I was sick of being overweight and the feelings that are associated with it.  I was unemployed and was looking for a outlet to chronicle my journey.  I started with videos, then just went to posts.  Then I would post once a week, and sometimes not at all for a while.  Through it all it has still been here for all to read. It has been read by people from all over the world.  I am pretty amazed by that.


Let's take a look back at the first week of posts to find out what my numbers were.  I want to compare them to now.  I am not expecting much of a change, but it will be interesting non the less.

Drum roll please............

Weight:                  255                      254.5
Neck:                      18                        20.5
Chest:                     46.75                   48.5
Waist:                     47.5                     48.5
Hips:                       44.5                     45
Thigh:                      25.5                     25
Bicep:                     16.25                   16.5
Forearm:                 13.25                   13.5

Body Fat%:            35.28                  33.33


The results are what I was expecting.  I was a little surprised that the body fat percentage went down.  These are not acceptable by any means.  I have been running in place for the last two years.  I have yo-yo'd to as low as 237# to as high as 260#.  I feel stronger now than I was.  I have been making it to the gym and I have a pretty good routine. 

My diet however is a different story all together.  I just can't seem to get myself into the groove.  There are some deep addictions here that I was not aware of.  I go through days where I eat clean and then a massive craving for sweets comes on.  If I quell it, then another even powerful one comes later.  I realize that over eating food is an addiction and there are triggers that get you jonesing for the next hit.  I need to overcome those thoughts if I ever want to make progress in my journey.  I can start any diet plan or make any menu I want, but if I allow the impulses to make my decisions for me I will not be free.  I will still be a slave to it all.  I must make this my most important weight loss goal, or I will just be spinning my wheels and going nowhere.  

I have sat back and looked at my life these past couple of weeks and realized that I am not at the place that I had intended to be at.  I have decided to devote my resources to not only changing my weight and appearance, but to also change all aspects of my life.  I will be blogging all of this on a separate blog.  I will post the details in the next couple of posts here.  I will still continue to update this blog with all of the fitness and weight loss related stuff, so that any of my followers can still check in on me.   

I could never shut this down...... This is the Original...........  I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving and a safe Black Friday.  Now let's sally forth toward the end of this year and into a great new year.     

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