I think I stumbled out of the blocks, fell face first in the mud, and someone tripped over me. I didn't have this much trouble over both holidays combined. Maybe there was a reason that I went to the gym instead of workout at home. OH OH OH I know. Because I don't do the exercise at home. I am really upset at my mindset that I have so far. I think I need to go to the gym to be away from the house and feel free. I am at the house all day with my 2 yo. I enjoy the music, atmosphere and people even though I do not speak to anyone. I will say that it has been very inclement weather the last few days and my car does not do well at all in the snow (mustang).
My diet plan looks great in the planning stages, I got an A+++++++++ for planning. Execution is a dismal F--------------. I am continuing in the knows what to do, but still does not do it. Dumb @##. This is the recurring common denominator to my continual failure. I really wanted to do this, and I have some serious things riding on its completion, so I had best un@#$% myself.
I think that I need to do some more of those assignments, and maybe I can find the answers that I need from myself.
This is what matters to me on this cold as balls Thursday evening.
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